WILD, WILD HORSES

It's been such a strange start to the month of December. 2 NOT 1 suicides this week, and it's just devastating no matter what you relationship was with or to them. You wonder how someone could be in such a dark, dark place, make one decision and then just like that, it's over. You wonder how they can torture the people that they love for the rest of their lives, just so that they could be a peace. You feel incredibly sorry for them, but in a really weird way you can for ONE split second understand the depth of their sorrow. Those moments when you feel like you can't breathe, BUT what do you do…you breathe, you move past it and do the very best that you can, everyday. You get up, take a shower, take care of your kids, work and wash, rinse, repeat. I am so sorry for all of their family and friends, just a really weird week. BTC